dear diaree.
haha this is a LOONG overdue post. well, SKINS is over and we can finally get on with our lives. that day was extremely bittersweet i feel. i felt really really proud and grateful to ranjeet, mayor, dewei, all my actresses kat, kam, charis, ernie, en qing, marco, dancers, ian, senior minister for attending, my mummy for supporting. all the media people were blinding. haha. didja catch my second moment of fame on suria? lols. anyhoos. here's one picture to encapsulate the happier side of it all 
haha. andd the vj crew. tan ying and matthew were amazing. of course hariyani and tania too. and ains my new found ass. phweet.
the days tt followed were.. tumultous to say the least. i was destroyed and cradled back again. some truths are devastating. but you knw what? we all go stronger. and i wouldnt have made it thru those few days without enqing, seriously. haha. thanks moo for being there for all three of us. it couldnt have been easy on you.
my friday was spent at the breakwaters. fireworks. waffles. and home we came. yeahh. i also went t visit cikgu r before that, dear all, please find it in your heart t pray for an amazingly strong lady who is very very ill. she's my sec one & sec two cikgu who impacted my life in a large way and it was ultimately cikgu r who got me my a1. dear God, please hold cikgu's hand and ease her through.
sat & sun were pretty hellish. mugging. bio. twelfth night. 6 freaking amath one and twos. omg ultimate man. like seriously. haha. we trooped t eq's hse t study on sun. dewei & i had ben and jerry's. mwahahs. i love you man. trio dinner with the monkey golfer's favourite place. KFC. hahahs. cracks up.
aughh. CA3's were nonsense. well.. yeah. guess cos of SKINS and all. still quite disappointed somewhat with chem and amath, though i got my average for those two. oh wells.
sorry shanker i know i've been kinda distant past few days. really tired. hope your daddy came back fine, and you better rest well please.
bleagh. haha shall reccommend some songs!
maneater - nelly furtado
but it's better if you do - panic at the disco
what hurts the most - rascal flatts
okay. more math to do. im actually eating chips. whoa, fattening.
naddy.
know what? i have this sad nagging feeling that - was just using me.. well, not using me but like jst trying t smooth things over and poof that's it. i feel like the trust thing was all a lie and maybe i dreamed it up or hoped it to be true.
or maybe i was right and i really cant trust anymore. haha. unintentionally hurt.
__SMILE (:
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